Dating has always been a mess, hasn’t it? No matter where you fall on the spectrum — single, taken, indifferent—the world of modern romance is chaotic. People lie, manipulate, ghost, cheat, and sometimes, it feels like finding an honest connection is nearly impossible. But here’s the thing: I don’t participate in the "regular" dating pool as much anymore, and to be honest, I’m okay with that. I have HSV2, and while that might sound like a burden to some, I see it as something that has changed my perspective on relationships, intimacy, and self-worth in ways I never expected.

Over time, I’ve learned to embrace my reality, and that means being open about my status. I’m animelover0312 and If you're wondering what it's like to date, love, and live as someone with HSV2, let me walk you through it. 

## **Do you ever feel like HSV2 has become a core part of your identity?**

I think about this a lot. The truth is, HSV2 is a part of my life, and I don’t hide it from my friends. When I first got diagnosed, I thought I could just push it to the side, pretend it wasn’t real, and go about my life as usual. But that wasn’t realistic. The more I tried to ignore it, the more it consumed me.

Eventually, I realized that being open about my status was the best way for me to cope. If I tried to separate myself from it completely, I’d just be living in denial. So yes, it’s a part of me, but it doesn’t define me. It’s something I navigate, like any other challenge life throws our way.

## **Would you rather date someone who also has HSV2 but doesn’t talk about it, or someone who is negative but completely supportive?**

I’ve experienced both, and honestly, I don’t have a strong preference. There are pros and cons to each. When you date someone who also has HSV2, there’s an unspoken understanding. They get it. They know what it’s like to live with this, and there’s no awkward moment of disclosure, no fear of rejection. But not everyone in the HSV+ community is emotionally in the same place. Some people are still struggling with acceptance, and that can be difficult to navigate.

On the other hand, I’ve dated people who were HSV-negative but incredibly supportive. They didn’t treat me differently, and they took the time to educate themselves. That kind of empathy and openness means a lot. So, in the end, it’s not about their status — it’s about their mindset.

## **If society never stigmatized HSV, would you still only date within the community?**

Honestly? Probably, yes. It’s just a different kind of connection when you’re with someone who understands the struggles you face. Even if HSV weren’t stigmatized, the reality is that managing a lifelong virus still requires certain precautions and lifestyle adjustments.

That said, I don’t strictly only date within the HSV community. I keep my options open, but there’s definitely a level of comfort in being with someone who truly understands what it’s like.

## **Have you ever encountered someone within the HSV+ community who made you feel worse instead of better?**

Yes, absolutely. It’s a complicated space. While there are many amazing, supportive people in the community, there are also those who are deeply depressed about their diagnosis. And that’s completely valid. Everyone copes in their own way. But for me, being around that kind of energy too often can be triggering.

I’ve dealt with my own struggles with depression and anxiety, so constantly being around people who view HSV as a life-ending catastrophe can make it harder for me to maintain my own peace. It’s not their fault, but I have to be mindful of the spaces I engage with.

## **Does dating only within the HSV community make you feel safer?**

For me, it makes me feel safer. In my experience, most people in the HSV community actively get tested, take precautions, and understand the importance of communication. That’s more than I can say for a lot of people in the "regular" dating world.

Sure, it means I’m always somewhat aware of my diagnosis, but I’d rather feel safe and respected than constantly worrying about how someone will react.

## **You mentioned suicidal ideation — What has kept you alive during your darkest moments?**

My support system. I won’t sugarcoat it — there have been moments where I felt like this diagnosis was too much to bear. The stigma, the rejection, the self-doubt — it can be overwhelming. But I’m lucky to have people in my life who remind me that I’m more than my diagnosis.

If you’re struggling, please know that you’re not alone. There is support out there, and your life is worth fighting for.

## **How do you handle rejection, especially when it’s due to your status?**

Honestly? Pretty well. At this point, I’ve learned that rejection isn’t about me; it’s about the other person’s comfort level. And that’s okay. Everyone has their own boundaries, and I respect that.

I also know that I have plenty of other options. If someone isn’t willing to see beyond my diagnosis, then they’re not the right person for me anyway.

## **What’s the worst thing someone has said to you about your status?**

"You're dirty as shit, how can you live with yourself?"

That one stuck with me. It hurt. But it also reminded me how ignorant and cruel people can be. That kind of reaction says more about them than it does about me.

## **Do you think HSV2 has made you a better person in any way?**

No. I was always a good person by nature. My diagnosis didn’t change that.

Some people say that adversity makes you stronger, and maybe that’s true. But I don’t think I needed to "become better." I was already enough.

## **If you could send a message to your past self before your diagnosis, what would it be?**

"*Go to the military sooner and don't worry about sex, it's not anything to be curious about.*"

I spent so much time worrying about things that, in hindsight, weren’t worth it. I can’t change the past, but if I could, I’d tell myself to focus on bigger goals instead of chasing temporary experiences.

Living with HSV2 isn’t easy, but it’s also not the end of the world. If you’re reading this and struggling with your own diagnosis, please know that you are not alone. You are still worthy of love, happiness, and an amazing life. HSV2 doesn’t define you — how you choose to live does.

**Also Read: 24-year-old woman's** [**<u>personal herpes story</u>**](https://www.shamelesspath.com/blog/std-stories/infidelity-hiv-womens-risk)

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